Yeah, it really sucks. These past 2-3 years, my mental health has taken a nosedive. The feeling of being in limbo is pretty awful, can't really put it into words. I've began doing some preliminary research for PhD programs in case I don't get in this year. I'm still waiting in the Access category. I've done everything I can to improve my application - the only thing that my be holding me back is that I didn't have a B2 average the past two years, and I will only have one (3.9) once my Winter grades come back in April. They may not be looking at my file until then, so I'm not sure.